Monday, September 06, 2004
Just finished watching "Golden Bowl". It's an old movie, has all the right casts in it, and one of my favorite actresses, Kate Beckinsale.It's more like reality, where people who are sincere, kind, and true are almost always deceived. This world is full of evil people who cannot bear the sight of seeing other people happy. *sigh* They just have to ruin other people's lives. That should satisfy their rotten hearts, no? Oh, no! They want more... they are never satisfied.
I wish I'd seen "Me, Myself and Irene" instead of this sad drama. Now I'd see if I can sleep tight... so easily troubled by silly things... that's me... *sigh* I know that worrying about anything does no good... but it's sooo hard to just stay calm all the time, you know... so trouble-less... if there is such a word...not to be troubled by anything at all. Well, it's heartless, no? I don't know... What do I know anyway... pfft...
How can we know if someone we think we know so well and love so much may be a fraud? We can't. We'll find out, though, sooner or later. Wouldn't it be wonderful if everyone get along with each other, without any thought of jealousy... Well, I think life would lose its artistic side and its beauties... Ha! But weren't we originally created to live peacefully??? How confusing...
"Life is Beautiful" is truly a beautiful movie. I wish I can possess just some of the father's positive outlook on life and all its troubles. He never lets anything come between him and his happiness. Amazing... if I can only know one person with such fine personalities... It might inspire and encourage people to look on the bright side of every disaster in the world. Well, heck...we'd all be happy and peaceful...
Well, I don't think I can change ten people, let alone the world. But I'd like to give it a try, then at least I'd die trying. What am I, crazy? I can influence people, though, if it's for the better, why not?
Just got news that my distant aunt was diagnosed with cancer (A lot of people in my family have lately been diagnosed with terrible things...so many people to pray for, I don't think I can remember them all in my prayers, but God knows best, I guess) The cancer is the size of a volleyball in her stomach, and next week she's gonna lose all her hair from the chemo...
So sad...and it doesn't help that her husband is an atheist... how terrible... I pray for the best for her soul... that's all I can do... What can we do when it comes to God's will on us? Nothing. We can fight and fight to no avail... because His will will be done no matter what...Please... Have mercy Lord...We are all counting on Your mercy... But whatever happens, happens for a reason... good reasons... I am sure of that... :)
Now that my burden is lighter, I'm going to bed. Aaahhh...the bed feels good...
si Monyet @ 9/06/2004 10:40:00 PM
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